Monday, July 14, 2008

Anxious!

Ha I feel so anxious. Six months of rough ride and not knowing the outcome was really hard. Life is always a mystery and god always have different plan for all. Now everything seems to be so perfect.

Last weekend, my sis and I and together with her friend went to Fortune Park to bring baby Rinesh for swim. He was so happy. I have never seen anyone jump with joy in that cold water playing with my sis. And then I kept looking at my sis. Actually really looked at her and looked and looked and looked. For the first time in many years she was actually happy. Really really happy. The laughter was so genuine just like baby Rinesh. It just seems like the missing pieces was found.

As a result of that I finally agreed to meet the mysterious person that brought changes to all. Its going to be most awkward day in my life. Its is so creepy that I have to consult my friend for do and don’ts! So pathetic huh!

2 comments:

riya said...

shubaka.. who's this misterious person ler?? A guy?? hope everything goes well ... :) ohhhh now only u really look at darlingka ah?? nonsense la.. all this years staying together.. now only can really look.. hehehe..but im glad that she's happy.. i love to hear her laughing too.. so cool..

shubasini said...

Hmm, you can keep on guessing..i am zipping my mouth. Already leak out too much..just wait its better to come out from the horses mouth itself…..then your turn will come to be anxious too…

Haiyah…bukan macam itulah. If you look it just appearance only, but if you really really look, then it goes deep inside through their innersole…

if they are happy, there will alwaz be twinkle in the eye and music in their laughter

OMG talking like a monk already!