Seriously Need Time Off!

I think I am going bonkers and clueless. I am unable to think or do my work at the office at all as my mind is blank. There have been too many things going through my mind; so many disappointments, so many frustration, so many lies, too many bended rules, too many unanswered question..bla..bla..bla..yada..yada yada...

The moment one solves, another appears.

On top of all this frustration, my stupid computer goes on and off enabling me to even finish one piece of memo peacefully. I am so lost, for the past two days, I have been listening to “Brass Greatest Hits” over and over again and I am actually loving it.

I think i really need time off and need to be in solitary for sometimes. I cant wait for my back packing journey!

Sabah, here me come! To beyond and infinity!

Anxious!

Ha I feel so anxious. Six months of rough ride and not knowing the outcome was really hard. Life is always a mystery and god always have different plan for all. Now everything seems to be so perfect.

Last weekend, my sis and I and together with her friend went to Fortune Park to bring baby Rinesh for swim. He was so happy. I have never seen anyone jump with joy in that cold water playing with my sis. And then I kept looking at my sis. Actually really looked at her and looked and looked and looked. For the first time in many years she was actually happy. Really really happy. The laughter was so genuine just like baby Rinesh. It just seems like the missing pieces was found.

As a result of that I finally agreed to meet the mysterious person that brought changes to all. Its going to be most awkward day in my life. Its is so creepy that I have to consult my friend for do and don’ts! So pathetic huh!